You are trying to carry the burden and do the work. You are strong, but sometimes that is deceptive because you are relying on yourself and have a fear of letting others be apart of the daily tasks of life. It's hard to determine and express what is important to you. You're holding back or resisting because you fear change.
Follow your dream, but include others. Learn to be strong together. You can be open and let your fear of overwhelm serve as the catalyst for changing your life and doing your daily tasks with wisdom, insight, and mutual cooperation with others and your inner self. As you do, you will enjoy new and exciting opportunities.